Has he spoken?

A few days back, I posted this status on my Facebook timeline..

Well to be honest, things had not been looking good for me recently. I'm faced with new challenges in life and I've reached the crossroad in my life once again. The decision that I am going to make will be life changing. That's why I've decided to update my status to the above.. But please do not get mistaken, I am not a Christian "yet" even though my mum is a strong believer of Christ now and I've in fact spend a decade of my life in a Methodist school..

But what I am about to share is definitely unbiased towards God and based on my real life experiences. I was driving to work while posting the status, moment after updating that status in Facebook.. This song was aired on the radio station I was tuning in to.



"When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse"

"Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you"

When I heard these lyrics, I got a chill yet comforting at the same time. For some weird reason, I felt peace at that particular moment and a tear stream down my face. But this is not all.. after a long and tiring day at work.. as usual our princess Clarissa will sleep between myself and my wife.. I looked at my lovely princess while she sleep beautifully.. something that I looked forward to every single day.. Suddenly the song "Fixed you by Coldplay" surfaced in my mind again, and the next thing I know... my baby turned over closer to me, placed one of her tiny hand on my shoulder and another on my face.. It felt really really comforting.. I've not felt anything like this before..

For all that I've realized, the Strength in fact came from the people that I've been working so hard and fighting for all the time.. My wife and my precious child.. As long as I still have them by my side, there's nothing that I cannot overcome.. As long as I've them by my side, I am in heaven.. If this is the way you answer to me God, I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Please give me some time to come back to you...